it's about writing

berhenti menulis bukan sebuah hal yang saya inginkan.
berhenti menulis bukan sesuatu yang patut dibanggakan.
berhenti menulis benar benar membingungkan.

well, i'm back.
after feeling like already a hundred years stop writing, well i'm back.
i guest that someone realized and some people not.but well, i'm the one who realized that i've been stopping writing since December.

since i close my blog, i'm not writing anything. a story, a book, a diary or something like that. i really stop writing. and you know what?
another day just go by it way, i'm not feeling like i could be a writer again. i lost all of the feeling about writing.

i know the reason behind i stop writing because i'm toooooo envy to people that already make a book, and going to book store just make me more envy and i'm getting hate myself. so i just found myself stop writing.
do you ever feel like this?
this feeling, the first time i felt it was when i at the school. i love writing so much and write every single things that i feel. but after wrting more and more, i never found something like this is the point, that's the reason why i'm writing.

Aaa, i bet you confused while reading this, but maybe, i gotta wrote something more often.
because you know, since i stopped writing, i feel like i lost myself!

Ah, saya inget.
waktu berkunjung ke sebuah blog, si pemilik blog menulis. "apa yang membuat blog ini bagus?" si pemilik blog menanyakan ke si pembuat blog. lalu si pembuat blog menjawab, "apa yang penulisnya tulis setiap hari."

waah, it's really inspiring. so guys, let's wrote ^^